Another day, Another Opportunity

[NoMoreMistakes]

This whole process is frustrating. One day doing well, happy with improvements, then out of the blue mad and upset. Not for long but just enough to make it feel like a back step.

The thought crossed my mind that while i contributed to aan unhappy marriage for my W, I never did anything to actively destroy it. Logically I know she was unhappy and may have felt there was no other way, or found what she was missing elsewhere, but it still angered me.

I tried to understand it and find that I am just as angry at myself for letting it get that far before making a change. Hopefully I can make that change for good.