I think I can stop this.... can you help me?

[Fitz]

Some advice from Accuray. He said to KNOW that this kind of behavior will happen. To expect it, and know how to face it. I know this isn't easy to deal with, but you have to put a face on. You have to pretend that everything is ok. (cry later... in the car if you must, that's what I had to do this morning)

Thanks cc. I read your thread too and I wish you the best as well. I am now expecting this type of behavior, and I am learning how to deal with it better. Keep my happiness level up no matter what. It definately is tough when W changes back to being interested and offers that glimmer of hope. I think with Thanksgiving last week, it really affected me more than I thought it would. I had been making some good progress with my DBing for a few weeks up to that point and was starting to feel better, but us not being together that day, and me being with my son while she was alone, I just felt awful. I try to just tell myself that it was her choice for it to be that way