Being the nice person isn't always fun!

[CallaghanClown]

Thanks guys. I've just had enough today. I don't want to have to deal with his drama. I want some time away from him but I can't because I can't trust him alone with the kids and there is nobody else here that will be around him.

I'm tired, I'm angry, I'm bored of his sh!t, I'm hurt that he doesn't want to see his kids on his birthday, I'm hurt he felt it appropriate to have a girl in the room (and possibly show her my kids) while on FaceTime to them. I'm upset that this isn't the man I've known for 18 years. It's not the man I loved 100%. I don't trust him, not just with me, but with my kids. He's incapable of censoring the things that come out of his mouth.

He's a scumbag low life and I just don't see how I'm going to keep going with him having to be in my kids life......forever.

I just thought that when people split that they carried on being good people, good parents. I never contemplated all this MLC stuff. Whenever my friends husbands left I could see they were horrible people prior to leaving. Or that they made every effort with their children to redeem themselves.

Every single parent I know is happy to hand their kids over the the father for a break. But I just don't get how I'm ever going to feel comfortable to do this. It's like handing them over to a stranger.......he was their father 3 months ago.

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???