Being the nice person isn't always fun!

[tigerlily78]

CC, Pud is right. What you are feeling now is something all of us have been through. It's completely normal and necessary for you to process your grief and it understandably puts you in a low place.

You may cycle through the stages of grief many times over the next few weeks and months. Remind yourself that this is a low spot in a cycle, you can work through it. Don't bottle your feelings up though, make sure you write them out or break some plates or go exercising... something to let the emotion flow out of you. Holding on to it will only make it build.