It's Not Over 'Till It's Over

[Fight4MyWife]

Thanks labug for your input, this is encouraging.

I think the recent positive interactions with my wife has actually stirred up some emotions within me which is maybe why I am now feeling down.

I also put the Christmas tree up with my son the other day which I really enjoyed at the time, but now afterwards I think the realisation that it is not gonna be the same and the reality of it all has caused me to feel emotional again too.

I also still sometimes feel angry that my wife is doing this & is giving up on us so easily & won't even talk to me about it.

This is sooooooooo hard.