I have been in contact with the family friend who helps around the house there. She's basically family. She's helped by talking but doesn't want to interfere. She will give her opinion and throughts if asked. I know her and W have talked. When her or MIL tries to talk about us she gets upset, cries, and leaves. So I believe there are still feelings, pain, and love. If she didn't get upset I them I think it would be bad.

She just tried to call as I am typing. I didn't answer. I can't now. Too much.

I tracked the package with her CC and letter. It arrived yesterday.