I finally got a JOB, omg!!! 6 months, and hundreds of applications later, started at end of a payroll cycle, and my first check wont cover my bills, I've been living off credit cards. But there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Going to be a very very small xmas, first one not being a family to boot. Now to just work on finding a place to live that's more permanent. Looks like bankruptcy here I come.
Funny how, after all these apps, I couldn't buy a job for months, then all of a sudden I got 9 job offers within 3 days of accepting the one I got. 2 are actually MUCH better jobs. Now I need to figure out whats best for me and my future in those regards.