It's Not Over 'Till It's Over

[Fight4MyWife]

Originally she was angry because we had a pretty explosive breakup and I think my pursuing, begging & pleading made it worse.

I understand that anger can actually be a better sign to complete apathy and I have been very worried for the past couple of months as my wife has seemed very apathetic and indifferent, this actually concerned me more than when she was angry.

Her recent anger came from me refusing to move out of the marital home so that she could move back in.

Things have actually seemed fairly pleasant over the past week and like I said a couple of baby steps have occurred, so you could say things are the best they have been between us since the breakup, I should therefore be feeling very positive.

Why then do I feel so low, I feel the worst I have felt for weeks and I am really struggling these last few days.