I am still in moderation so this is probably not going to show up for a bit...I too just spent forever reading your entire thread! Sounds like you are having a down period. Ups and downs. I am also going through a rough patch. Even though I have not been posting, I have been here reading a ton and have been DBing for 4 months as well. I was thinking so positively about my sitch that I didn't think I needed to post, and now here I am. So, maybe this is a typical time (4 months) for a downswing. I just wanted to tell you that even though I don't know everything about your sitch prior to her leaving, your posts have given me a new hope today. I have literally been down on my knees all day in pain and agony over my sitch. I feel like a crazy woman. Your posts gave me strength knowing that I am not alone, but also that there are men out there like you!!!! Keep going! Don't give up!!
Me:35 BF:36 Together 4.5 years lived together 2 years moved out 8-13 still "together" but not together. Confused. D11, D13 (from 1st marriage)
