Well, there are many things that will change if we divorce. Where I live, where my daughter will live, how I will afford it, what about my dog, without financial aid for college, how will I pay cash for my daughters first year. Those are just logistics of life, the plans we made together do not so easily transfer to me doing them alone. To ignore the possibility of divorce , would be to be in denial. I can hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
I have been doing the 180 and for the most part been polite and not interested in his activities because I've been busy with my own. It's hard to not get angry and defend myself because he isn't being very nice. Grumpy.
Prior to this, our family revolved around him and his career. Now I'm focusing on mine.
I'm going to church and praying hard for guidance .
