It's only fear that makes you run

[Whiterose]

Oh I'm fairly certain he thought I would do it, like always!, or at least tell him what the boys have told me. Today he messaged S19 to compose an email for both him and his brother of stuff they want. I said to s19 he's wanting you to organize your brother. Not your job! You give your dad your list and let him figure it out with your brother. S19 said that S14 hasn't given him one yet and I said then your dad may have to try harder.

I think he's beginning to understand Job. I get a lot more messages now then I ever did and and I'm seemingly very happy, and attractive if other's comments count for anything, while he lives in his barren basement suite doing nothing.

This is what he wants and I hope it makes him happy! There are days I cry and wish I had him back but, for the most part, I'm enjoying not having anyone to answer to anymore. No one to try and guage their mood and watching what I have to say so as not to get into an argument.