Still trying to get up that great Big Hill...

[Pudmuddle]

Ok, so it's time to leave work and...I don't feel like going home. The last place I want to be is where people ignore me. Even my S seems to be in ignoring phase again. <--Teenagers! lol! I don't want to go home. I hate going up to my room and finding things to do, makes me feel like I am in depressed mode again and I definitely don't want to go back there again.

Sometimes I feel like I should be the WAW! This is how it felt at home before I sank into depression.

But despite my recent plethora of pity parties (how's that for alliteration?) I am going to do things tonight. I'm going to stop by our Rec Center to look into some yoga/pilates/or other type classes to see what they have and sign up for something. I'm going to do some light grocery shopping then maybe go to the library and find this book I've been looking for. I don't even feel like calling to let them know. They are going to karate, they won't even know I am gone. What a bee-yatch.