It's Not Over 'Till It's Over

[Fight4MyWife]

First of all, for the purposes of journalling, I just wanted to state how hopeless my situation has felt & still feels, mainly so that if/when my marriage works out further down the line, others may take hope for their own situation when they look back over this thread.

I have felt that my situation could be totally impossible. 3 months ago my wife would not even speak to me or let me see my son because she was so angry with me. She has stated that it is definitely over. She has shut herself off completely from me & she would completely ignore any texts or emails unless they related to our son. I have been threatened with court action for not leaving my family home. She would not be in the same room as me and we only had contact when dropping off/picking up our son.

Over this past week there have been a couple of very tiny baby steps that I am trying to be positive about.

My wife & my son came & visited me at work when she was in the area & we made small talk, things were pleasant.

The other day I sent her a text message about a film I saw that we watched together last year. A few weeks ago she would not have responded, but the other day she responded positively & we sent 2/3 texts back & forth.

Having said this today I am feeling very emotional & down. I know I should be positive about these baby steps, but for some reason I am feeling very low today.