Well I believe that is a logical decision for you, and nobody else can make it for you. B/c of the deep emotions involved and the trust that has been broken, only you know if you would want to try it again. But for now, keep doing what you've done lately and I think you will find your way and know what to decide about your life.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
