Found the words to put on the feeling:
The feeling I had at the end of the convo – in fact twice – was the feeling of her waiting for me to say, do, initiate (or likewise) something.
I still know it is a feeling and perhaps includes mindreading – but that’s what I felt!

Just for my record!

Me:44 W:43
D7, D5 (S11 from other R)

T: 8y - not M
ILYB: 8. Mar 2013
W moved: 1. Aug 2013
LRT: 20. Aug 2013
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Do or do not – there’s no try.