Im glad you know that if you reach out you will be burned. She knows that your avail and that your sorry and that you dont hate her and that you own some responsibility in this and that you worry about her health.......
She needs to do her own thing
It [censored]- we have zero control
PS. I cant wait till your a dumba$$ who meets the woman of your dreams too early. It will be a fun story
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13