Well Job,

He did contact me.

Below is what he wrote:

There is not a lot to discuss. I don't have any money. I've already told you that between paying for D's appartment and our living expenses, we go negative every month. At this moment, I don't know how I'm going to pay for college next semester, much less your school.



You tell me what should not get paid that free's up christmas money. You should really have some kind of income.


On another note, I paid for propane to be delivered. They might make it today but certainly by tomorrow.

Wow, how depressing. I have no clue how to even respond to this.

I am seeking employment, and dealing with this as well as school.

He is feeling a ton of pressure right now.

Why doesn't he just come home and cut the expenses? It seems so stupid. I can bake things for family.

He is going down, I can feel it. How do I deal with this? He spent money on a trailer hitch. He spent money in gas going back and forth two to three hours to hunt, for weeks!

How can he not see this? Yes, I need to make money, but I can only do so much...I cannot make someone hire me.

Feeling a touch of anxiety right now.


Formerly Workinprogress
H :55
M :over 29 yrs.
Together : 33
D : college
D : adult
BD and left : May 2013
Separated
Experimenting/Replay

Jan 2014...Let go of rope!


God grant me the serenity...