Don't Break Character

[Ambivalent]

Raine,

I have been following you and I'm rooting for your healing.

I was rereading MLC in DR this morning. She not only mentions what you are going through but addresses this as well. I hope you have DR and will reread it too.

You have suffered and endured a huge trauma. Those feelings are valid, and will be there for sometime. Perhaps as long as the whole crisis.

We live the pain min by min, day after day, these things do not just dissipate.

Hang in there and try to focus on Christmas and yourself. I believe a massage, pedicure, or some form of pampering you wouldn't normally do is indeed mandatory therapy!

I am in awe of your ability to ML with all the emotions whirling around in your brain. THAT is truly an incredible feat, you deserve not only kudos but an award!

I will continue to follow and quietly support your progress. You are giving hope to many, and your candor is so helpful.

You will be a vet someday ,with wise and sage advice that others will be hanging on for dear life; will pray you visit their thread!

Sending many hugs for a real recovery and lasting reconciliation. <3<3<3's