Hello superman! Missed ya too! Just read up on this thread. You are a professional rollercoaster rider! Still doing great and growing... no matter what I see...
When I was reading the story about the cruise I thought, maybe Spin was projecting some residual feelings of loss and love onto that moment and that woman? And I don't htink that's a bad thing either. Feeling those things, working them out... and REALIZING that whatever final path the M takes, you can and will be able to experience wonderful feelings with other women if you choose.
Negative self talk monster... go get him. Keep slaying that dragon! I love your super-healthy journaling process.
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13