New day new plan. I am going to try and go as dark as possible. Easier said than done with kids activities. This will be a big 180 for me not to call or text and talk about nothing!! Since my in-laws know about our sitch I have some kind of release. I have been feeling better somewhat. I have been crying a lot due to PMS I think but the anger is much better. I just need to let him be and see what happens. I can't be his keeper anymore. This is what he wants for sure! Stubborn me this makes it harder to do!! He wants to be free to do what he wants with no responsibility. He has however thrown himself into his work and works long hours and sometimes 6 days a week. I know we need the money but I think this is his way of hiding, dealing and/or being distacted? We'll see how I do! I am sure I will have set backs but babysteps!
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
