Feel like falling down

[willbwell]

class today and a busy week ahead.
h was over last night, the kids and I had finished dinner.I was ironing shirts getting ready for week ahead.
Told h to fix a plate which he did. all pleasant. he ate, finished a show with us, then left.

I will make my next app with coach today.

I want to ask h to go to Retrouville. There is one in January in the next big city over(about 45 min away)It is a Friday night to sunday deal.

I know a last ditch effort. Can't force h, but I can ask him to consider...

Need to explore my expectations of this...can I go with none?
If I don't do this, I will think "what if"

Thoughts??

busting and Rosa, I need to do that rubber band around my wrist and pop it eveytime. Maybe then could I get it thru this thick skull!