Back....again.

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So he was in an ok mood today. But cracked the odd comment. We had an extra firepit and we talked about giving it to friends for their new home. I asked today if he was doing that and he said he isn't sure. Maybe he will keep it for his "new place". I asked him to repeat and be said "ya! My new place with T" (our middle child). Obviously a joke...but really? Then later he asked if he should shave his head and leave his Movember stache. I told him no I hate him in a shaved head and he said " what do you care..." I told him I have to look at him everyday. He goes "I can fix that". I asked him if he is trying to tell me something with all these comments and he said no he would sit me down if he had something to say. But then he goes..."Hun, do you think we should be married?" OMG...it never ends!!! I said yes, I love you. Then I got angry and told him he did this to me and when be came home again he promised me he would never do this to me ever again so don't even talk like this anymore!" He said ya well that was before you went crazy again...He says all this in a somewhat joking not serious manner but at the same time does he mean it? We set up all our Xmas decorations today and he did the outside lights. He bought these special expensive lights secretly that I have wanted for a while and told me he wanted to surprise me with them. But couldn't.

I'm so confused

And ps. He came home at 5 am last night....normal of a husband/father of three? Told me he drove a bunch of people home from bar and then went and talked to his police buddy who was working. But there were no calls coming in so they sat and talked and he lost track of time. I dunno.