WORKING TOWARD CONNECTING WORKING ON ME

[Whiterose]

one foot in front of the other, right?

I find myself having more and more moments of forgetting H, it's scary, and liberating all at the same time. Then, I fall back and cry and cry and cry.....

H is messaging me more. Always him to initiate, I don't initiate anything, and he's now up to quite a few a week (from absolutely nothing) Thrown me into a bit of a tail spin as it was easier to detach when I heard nothing....I keep my answers point on and only to what he's saying. I try to allow him to be the last message....most of the time I feel like I'm too old for this Sh!t....I HATE these games!! uggg

You're off to the gym and I'm off to my sister's to make gnocchi Sun is shining here today, after three straight days of rain!, so I'm feeling a little "up" Have a really awesome day Ambiv:)