I'm glad you took some time for yourself over this holiday. You needed some down time after the long and difficult battle w/MLC.
How are your girls doing? I'm sure they are ramping up for the Christmas holidays. Any special plans for the holidays for you and the girls?
You've come a long way and have been an inspiration to many. I hope that you will continue to post and keep us updated on how your life is going.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.