Just venting....I made it through the day. We had a fun filled day and the kids had a blast. But I feel like a part of me is missing. I miss H so much. I miss our family. I miss his hugs and kisses. I miss joking with him and talking about plans for our future and our kids. This journey is so hard especially because I don't have my best friend to help me through it.
3, I totally know how you feel. I actually did have a pretty good Thanksgiving, but of course then life went back to just this . . . missing my H and being a family. My kids always talk at bedtime and tonight my S7 (who is obsessed with math) said, "Mom, we spend 70% of our time with you, and 25% with Dad, and about 5% with both of you. The 5% is the best." Broke my heart.
It is awful, but 3, you are doing great. And no matter what happens, you will be OK, I just know it.
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14
