* I have the terms of my divorce finalized and a firm closure date.
* I have a 3 year financial plan that gets me completely out of debts, pays off my spousal support in 2 years (I agreed to 5 years), and allows me to buy the house I am living in.
* I live in a beautiful house, have the rooms all setup for my kids and me, and have good arrangements for school and child care.
* Me and my kids are all in good health.
* I have a good job that I enjoy, pays very well and comes with 5 weeks vacation.
* I have tremendous support from friends and family (Including my XW's family).
* I am loved and forgiven by Jesus Christ.
I have so much to be thankful for. I know that I have been blessed. Why can't I be satisfied with this?
The die is cast, she is no longer my W. Why does the sight of her, or the hearing of her voice affect me so negatively. Why does the thought of her with other men hurt so much? Why is this so hard and taking so long? I want to move on.
