I know. I am working on myself and have realized and accepting my faults. I haven't been myself lately and have gone back to bad behaviors. This has been a problem for us. I am breaking them to become a better person.

I really want to work things out but know I must work on myself first.

She still hasn't called after saying she would. I still don't know what happened and why I was called or texted in the first place. All I know is there was care and concern for me to be contacted for a situation that I'm not there to be a part of.

I love ny wife and I haven't been showing it. I'm working on issues and I hope we have another chance.