She had IC today, I didn't really ask how it went.
She did bring up our relationship again, she said she'd prefer to separate but isn't closing the door on trying again. Just said she wasn't ready to make a decision. She did come over and give me a hug also, and when I left the house to go grocery shopping she asked me if that was really where I was going, and if I was sure that I wasn't going to meet some girl. I just responded I'm a married man. It was one of those awkward days though, where we both tried our best to stay away from one another
One thing that I may have failed to mention was that when our problems originally began, she had said that she had her mind made up an separation was the only way that this marriage has a chance. I had told her at that time, before I was DBing, GAL, etc, that I would not separate and I would rather divorce and move on with my life if it came to that. I'm not sure I didn't blow this at the beginning by saying that. Since that time when she has mentioned separating I have just told her that is not what I want, I have not said that I'd rather divorce.
Me 37 W 33 son 3 T 4 years M 1.5 years BD 11/14 - W wants a divorce 11/17-current W wants a separation currently living together
"The slightest bit of light, and I can see you clear" -Eddie Vedder
