Still trying to get up that great Big Hill...

[Pudmuddle]

Thanks Rosa, you're right too. I'm overlooking the small positives. It just feels like more of the same from him, stuffing down his feelings, appearing normal, and never letting on how he is really feeling. I feel like it has been this way since the first BD 7 years ago and then 3 before that. Never letting on that he had resentments or angry feelings. People keep saying I'm doing well and it really feels like nothing different.

Thanks for the foam pool noodle in the head!