new life part 2

[kelela]

I did have a wonderful Thanksgiving dinner with my boys and MIL and aunt in law and two of the cousin in laws. And for work wise both days went really fast I couldn't believe how many ppl came out to shop on Thanksgiving night. And we were still Bessy all night long and thru out Friday too. So when I got home last night I went straight to bed. Im so happy that I'm off today. But now my boys and I are going to meet up with step MIL to head to that side of the family Thanksgiving dinner. I did a bad thing last night H had texted me and asked me if I could have the boys write out a Christmas list and let him know what I was planning to get them from their list. and normally I text back and this time I didn't. Anyway I'm not sure if i will be able to get them anything for Christmas this year. I had spoken to them both and told them that I will try my hardest to get them something I just don't have the money since now I have to make sure that we have a place to live and food on the table. And from what H gives me and my paychecks Im just able to keep up with The bills that come up. I don't them as soon as I get a little extra money I'll take them shopping to make up for Christmas if I can't get them anything right now. This makes me feel so bad that I can't even afford to get them presents for Christmas this year. Well I'll stop there for now. Have a great weekend.