And I don't know how to deal. He left for work tonight and gave me a big tight hug and a kiss but it felt meaningless. And the haze in his eyes and the sadness in his face told me so. I think be really wants out again and is too scared to say anything. So he is beating himself up on the inside.

M: 31
H: 29
Married: 6 yrs
Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old





Separated: Sept. '09
Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09
Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10
Threatening to leave again: July,14