How to convince resistant LD wife?

[Ambivalent]

Ssmguy, YES there IS something wrong!!!! MLC!!!

I just have to keep working on me, and hoping that eventually he'll see that I believe in him. I believe in us!

Hopefully, he will think about me, and in a positive way.

I've done so many changes, still have more, but really I am human

I'm working on learning to loosen up, not be so uptight.

Learning to cut loose and show my loving side, not worry so much about others.

I'm drinking wine, and enjoying it. I'm learning that my body is something in which to be proud.

I am learning to take healthy risks and step out of my comfort zone. It isn't always easy, but I figure it will become easier with practice.

I just need a date with my husband. I want some intimacy, emotional and physical.

I want him to stop worrying about everything and just try and have fun with us.

I am not going to contact him for at least five days. He will probably need distance after Thanksgiving.

I could tell he was in his head a bit yesterday. The seamed stockings were a 180 for me to wear publicly. I did it for me, AND for him.

I wish so badly to show him all the dental floss I have, but the only way he sees it is hanging in the laundry room drying .

Oh well back to working on me, and keeping my expectations VERY low. I'm going dancing tonight.

It keeps me honest , lifts my mood, and allows me to have physical platonic and safe contact with other human beings.

Busting on!