complicated, I'm glad to read that you went to visit w/your in-laws. They really do care about you and love you dearly. Your h is one mixed up, miserable and angry man right now and doesn't know which end is up. Please, if you enjoy visiting your in-laws, do not allow him to dictate what you can or can't do when it comes to staying in contact w/them. Family is very important.
Enjoy the rest of your weekend.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
