I don't know what's harder.....but I think I'd rather have my H here to atleast attempt a good time. I didn't even hear from him today...just see that he posted pics w/ his female coworker/possible OW. I think I did pretty well today though...
I am glad you are keeping positive and thinking of ways to take your mind off of things. Reading has been my go to (NON-relationship books of course)...I may have to break out my Wii fornthenrest of the holiday season though. I hope you're able to end your night on a good note as well.
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope