Portia, yes, I do feel like I haven’t completely seen this through yet too. And I don’t have the energy for any new R at this time. I know I need more time, but at least I have a fantasy of a new R, and this is a step forward.
Lostinpgh, thanks for stopping by. I need to catch up on your thread sometime. I try not to feel bad when I find myself in a company where I’m the only single. I always get attention from the male crowd, so I almost never feel lost of out of place. On the opposite, sometimes I feel bad about stealing somebody else’s husband’s attention. I know how it feels for other women, I’ve been there myself.
Well, I ended up not going to my vacation home today. My phone died yesterday, and causes me a lot of hassle. I don’t want a new phone from the provider because my plan would have to change and I would have to pay more. Right now I have unlimited data, this option is no longer available. So, I got a couple of used phoned from my sister and finally was able to active one of them. It interfered with some other things on my list that I was not able to do.
Plus, my family has been trying to convince me to stay here and have dinner with them. My BIL (H’s brother) decided to cook the whole meal at his house and my sister’s family was invited. I guess he really wanted to have family for dinner. I’ve leant about it yesterday when I stopped by to get the phones at my sister’s. So, my sister’s H was trying to convince me again to spend Thanksgiving with the family. I really had some mixed feelings about it. Part of me wanted to stay with the family, I just was not sure what was best for me at this time. So, when my phone died, I thought of it as a sign.
I texted my BIL that I will be coming to his place. He seems to be excited about it.
Tomorrow we are having dinner at my sister’s house. And then I might still go to Mexico.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
