Quarter Life Crisis?

[flgurl84]

Thank you so much lost n job. I feel confident about my decision.

A little sad today. No contact from boo at all. Saw mil last night, she is pretty disgusted with his actions. She has not heard from him either.

Run run run. Thats all he is doing. What a shame. I doubt he will go to his familys dinner, he wont want to face the music, the confusion as to why hes running from everyone who loves him. Oh well. Not my battle.

Im had a great evening at home. Cleaned out some junk drawers. Put my front porch back together. I like my house so much. It will be hard to leave. It seems like our memories are fading almost. This seems more like my home.

Its very upsetting when he comes here and barges in and starts acting like he lives here, during his 20 min visits.

The anger, resentment. They are creeping in. Ive prayed to God to help me love boo like God loves me, despite my failures and sins.

This does stink tho. I will get through it and be wiser in the long run, i know.