Being the nice person isn't always fun!

[CallaghanClown]

Sorry I'm wrapped in the emotion right now. Feel completely knocked off of my socks right now.

I know not to be, but I am. I know I'll be ok, but I don't feel it right now.

I know it feels worse because I thought I was ok. I know not to take it for granted again.

Every time you think you're over the worse they are there to smack you back down.

It's a side of him I've never seen. I was scared, vulnerable, dishevelled but hurt and angry. I could see it before he spoke. I asked if he was ok at least 5 times belore he spoke, but he was determined. He was spewing. He was angry, hurt, desperate.

It's an unreasonable side I've not had before. Yet I have to admit, seeing the mad side was reassuring. I feel unsettled when he pretends to be normal for too long. That's my insecurities coming out!

I'm shaken by this.

Tomorrow is a new day.

Bloody MLC maniacs!