Brightfuture,
I feel like I'm in exactly the same position as you as far as holding onto that last thread of the rope. I feel excited and hopeful about meeting someone new yet also terror at the same time.
I always think to myself too when I'm in a crowd of people if I'm the only "single" one there. It bums me out if I think about it, but then I just try to see my friends as individual friends and not as a couple.
I hope you have a great thanksgiving!


Me: 31 H: 32
Married 10 years, together 11
No kids
H moved out to an apt 8-3-13

Experience: That most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God, do you learn. ~C.S. Lewis