FY, I do know that D is a painful process. I have a feeling that H has filed or is in the process. I don't know why, maybe just a gut feeling. Since he is not answering calls or texts I guess I think the worse. That is also why I think he is back with OW.
I know before everyone hits me with a 2x4. I guess there is a part of me that wonders if he is really in mlc and he isn't just done with me because I agree that I played a part in our marital problems. I know that I should have been better in some areas. I have made the necessary changes to be a better person. The kids have acknowledged this.
For some reason I just wonder if my h is going to be one of them that D and go on and live happily ever after with OW. Just call it women's intuition. Haha.
This is the first time he has cut me off this bad and treated me like I didn't exist. Luckily I do things with my kids and friends. But, it still is not the same as having that closeness with H. I really miss that terribly. It has been so long too.
So a part of me believes he is in a crisis but another part of me thinks he's not and he just hates me. Like I said I did do things that contributed to our marital breakdown as did he. So is it unresolved issues or is it just our own marital problems. He fits a lot of the questions we ask ourselves to see if mlc is the problem but sometimes I just don't know.
I am looking forward to a good Thanksgiving with family and I hope all of you have the same.
As always thanks for your comments. They are always appreciated and taken seriously. I need it!
M 48 H 50 M 25 T 27 D 20,18,15 6/11 H filed 3/12 H dropped 4/12 H moved out
