His whole family is very sad that I will not be attending, but they understand.
I have not talked to Boo since he asked me to go last Monday and I said I wasn't sure.
I am not sure if he is even going to ask me again.
If he doesn't bring it up, do I just let it be?
Do I bring it up? I really have nothing to bring up. I have my plans. So unless he asked, I wasn't going to offer up the info.
It seems so much like I am punishing him. You don't want to be with me, then go to your family function ALONE!
But...since he wants to be alone....aren't I doing this (not going to T-day) for him in a sense?
You want to be alone and not have to worry about me, so that is what I am giving you.
If he does bring it up, I was not going to say that AT ALL THOUGH!!
My plan is to say that being around your family, and not knowing if they will be my family anymore will be too hard for me. I do not want to put myself through the pain. I can't put aside that our marriage may or may not be ending (since he has yet to tell me what he wants except to be alone) and just put on a smile. This is my holiday and my day off and I do not want to spend it being around people who I want to consider family, but may not be able to soon.
How does that sound? Not very concise or succinct.
PLEASE HELP!!
M:29/H:30 Met:2007 M 3/20/09 SEP 9/4/13 Back in house 10/5/13 H in Replay still DBing my heart out! Babies: Harley AKA Paw-Dobie 10yrs Timmy-Bunny 7yrs Dusty-Bunny 4yrs
