Quarter Life Crisis?

[flgurl84]

Hello all again, just journaling. I did some physical and emotional house keeping at my office today. Cleaned my whole desk, office bathroom and meeting area, rearranged stuff.

It feels great!

I woke up with a stye in my eye. Not so great, but that's ok.

I feel like all these changes in myself are making me want to change other things, like around my house. this weekend I will be tackling my kitchen, cleaning on top of cabinets and fridge. Re-arranging my bakers rack, then it will be Xmas decorating time!

I love Xmas. Always have. My maternal grandmother, who I never got to meet, loved xmas. My dad always told me about her, and would often tear up. He was such an emotional guy, tough as nails, but truly new what was important in life, me and mom and family. He was a very good son, and I always strived to make my parents proud, just like he did. So, Poppy (dad's dad) was my best friend as a child, and I am sure Nonnie would have loved me just as much, and I her. So although I never met her, I feel like I have a close bond with her.

I will be putting out Nonnie's nativity set from the 1940s and other xmas trinkets I have inherited. I will not let my M situation ruin my love of xmas.