Ugh, I hate the mind spinning. I keep thinking about him going over to her house and laughing and smiling and being around other people, who don't give an F that he is a married man and has a family at home. He is such a friggin' fake and liar. I feel like going down to his room and writing in indelible ink MARRIED on his forehead with a heart so those messed up people would have to stare at it all day. I really dislike him right now
OMGosh! This is EXACTLY how I feel today! I just asked my H last night, "so, what do your friends all think about a married man acting the way you do?" It was a bad night. Double UGH!
But, Pud, I am glad you are going to get out tomorrow and do the Turkey Trot with your S. GOOD FOR YOU!
I know you are frustrated but I hope today is better...and I think you are doing so well at working on YOU! I see positive growth in you everyday.
