It's not MY holiday...why am I all over the map?? LOL

Not really, just having the feelings of wanting things to be decided , lately. To have someone there, no matter what. Now the peculiar thing is, I know that whatever i asked or needed, H would be there. But he is not, really, in the way I will need to move forward. Make sense?

And now, for my own personal enjoyment and totally external validation, H texts me and says "Congrats"

I ask why

Apparently a friend of his asked who the hot chick was, didn't realize it was H's stbxw/separated partner whatever we are....

I replied "Cool"

His reply? "Ya, so congrats."

LOL. Just realized H hasn't said "ex wife in many a moon..." Nice. both that he hasn't said it and that I didn't pay attention lol.

But on the "what the h-e-double hockey sticks goes through his mind category, he posts a FB about always getting up early so he can gaze at the "rise of a hip beneath a white sheet."

This week? Ruby -1 Universe -0