The fact that your heart is communicating these emotions just shows that you DO have a conscience in there and a dollop of compassion to boot. What does this mean? It means you're alive and feeling!! Embrace and celebrate this revelation, dude.
True Wonka and thanks for responding. I feel like I shouldn't have these emotions though and am almost mad at myself. I know if it was someone else's sitch and looking at it from the outside, I would probably think someone would be crazy for feeling the way I do. I feel like I shouldn't feel bad for her, but I do.
Quote:
You're focusing on your pain.
This is true too, but sometimes it is hard not to because I feel like everything that is wrong with my life today is a direct result from her garbage. It is like a snowball rolling down hill and it is getting bigger and bigger and bigger....
Thanks again for the response.
Tad
Currently: M 56 XW 57 Sons 38,33,31,29
The Sitch: Married 26 years EA w/ OM 9/10 Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary) Sep 12/10 She wants D 1/11 W files 5/11 D final 10/11 XW marries OM 6/13
