Thanks uR. Yes, I know, I need to stay still for a bit. I want him to think better of me and that may never happen and I have to realize that. I know I have to SHOW him that I am a better person first. I know talking, talking, talking at him won't sink in unless it is done at the right time and in the right way.

Aa, I do all of the above. I get out with my dog often, or at work if the sun is out I go for a brisk walk. I need to find another form of exercise as it is getting too dang cold here. I also have a SAD lamp, but haven't used it in a while. Sitting at breakfast would be a great way to use it.

Another thing I do is take extra vitamin D as that is sunshine in a bottle. Thanks for the tips, I appreciate it.


Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

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