Boy, I need a study break! Have so much I want to have done by tomorrow- all homework...
s20 gets in town tomorrow. D15 home with a bad cold. need to get to the grocery store. s16 car in the shop.

h has not asked anything about thanksgiving. He may ask what are plans are.to which I will reply..

We will eat, watch a movie together and go to a friends for dessert.
in years past, h and boys have done the movie out together. friends is somewhere h would go too.

I think s20 will not be happy that I am not extending an invite to h. It will be strange either way.
plan to put the tree up on Fri and decorate on Sat. h did not participate in that last year.

why do I continue with the dang expectations??
at least we have a sunny day here. cold but sunny. its been rainy and cold the last couple.
I should bundle up and go take a walk while d watches a show.
hate being in this place...


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13