I know, email was not DB, no mystery. I laid my cards out.
And you know what? It feels GREAT! I feel like I don't have to fake anything with him anymore!
He now knows it all.
I like the email format, he can read and re-read and re-read over and over. Maybe he just deleted it. But I have said all I can say. There it is in black and white.
I feel I have officially placed the ball in his court.
It made me also feel like our house, is MY house. I always call it his house, since legally I am not on the deed.
I have be pretending he is my landlord, and I am the renter, and this is my residence, so how would I treat it? I would be taking care of business!!
I am so proud of me! I work in the yard every weekend. I changed my living room furniture around and cleaned under the couch. I am going to work on the kitchen over Thanksgiving weekend. I bleached and scrubbed my moldy black sidewalk. I touched up paint on the walls. It feels so good! I am so proud of myself.
I can do this!
M:29/H:30 Met:2007 M 3/20/09 SEP 9/4/13 Back in house 10/5/13 H in Replay still DBing my heart out! Babies: Harley AKA Paw-Dobie 10yrs Timmy-Bunny 7yrs Dusty-Bunny 4yrs
