So it has been over a week since my last post..Working is definately theraputic and a relief also. Building from the ground back up again is certainly not easy however. Lots of things to get in the way so I keep working through them one thing at a time.
With Thanksgiving fast approaching like many others I find myself fighting to keep a PMA. Oh, I am trying very hard and no matter the mood of the moment like many others we all end up getting thru it. I am fighting with myself to not reach out with emailing WAW a happy thanksgiving wish. The 2 different trains of thought about staying completely quiet and/or peeking out seem a no win in either case for my sitch.
Some say stay dark as a possible with hope of the WAS getting to miss you. Others say peek out occassionally to not let the WAS forget about you. Two different scenarios with 2 different possible outcomes. Or, no matter what one tries it may all end up the same way anyways.
To the friends of Db who read and comment regularly and even new comments from others on my post I want to just say this. Of late I have truely been doing better with the new move, new job and a real GAL. It's just that being human with all the real emotions and weaknesses we as human beings have sometimes we cant help but to feel down. Especially with these dang holidays so quickly approaching!
So I ask, if there are any 2 x 4's coming please use a soft Santa stick..hehe..
