new start for me

[Not Quitting]

K, you haven't failed in everything. Look at your two boys. You're a great mom and a great person. Don't ever forget that .

I don't know how it works in the States, but in Ontario the power companies are not permitted by law to cut off heat or electric during the winter, especially if there are seniors or children in the property. Just be honest with them and tell them what you are able to afford and what you need help with.

You can get through this. I'm sure your friends will understand - if they are true friends they won't desert you just because you were wrong about your H.

Stay strong. Hope you're having a better day today.