But you see what you did in those moments don't you? Even tho you were having lots of emotions as you carried all those parts of your life into her house, you didn't react from that place.
You did what you needed to do and left.
The more you do this, the easier it becomes.
Don't judge yourself about how much she's in your head. That's to be expected, don't you think? When it happens realize it, say "Hi, W" and then "Bye, W" as the thought of her passes through.
It will become less and less, in time.
((( )))
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
But you see what you did in those moments don't you? Even tho you were having lots of emotions as you carried all those parts of your life into her house, you didn't react from that place.